First love

Is quiet..and also i have a quick thought...
I needed this to make again the calculation, looking forward , somehow to recive feedback that i grew and the experience wasn t in vain.
And i see things that i didn t knew till now and i have feelings which wants to refuse a part of what i see now around me or inside of me and i am greatfull (which is not only a regular feeling).
I am me, without new phases, but living the new perspective of life and the realtionship i have excited almost breathless.
On 28 Oct, it was the celebration of one year since i met Jose Carlos. To describe how i saw him then it dosen t make any difference, it was then, but to experience him now...is a total and deep adeventure.
I am in love with a grandiose person!
God help us to gave Him back, together like a couple, the happines and love He put inside of us!
I am here ready to loiality and commandments, starting a new life near him who changed my perspective and near whom i found devotament, respect and love!

John Clare
First Love

"I ne'er was struck before that hour
With love so sudden and so sweet.
Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower
And stole my heart away complete.

My face turned pale, a deadly pale.
My legs refused to walk away,
And when she looked what could I ail
My life and all seemed turned to clay.

And then my blood rushed to my face
And took my eyesight quite away.
The trees and bushes round the place
Seemed midnight at noonday.

I could not see a single thing,
Words from my eyes did start.
They spoke as chords do from the string,
And blood burnt round my heart.

Are flowers the winter's choice
Is love's bed always snow
She seemed to hear my silent voice
Not love appeals to know.

I never saw so sweet a face
As that I stood before.
My heart has left its dwelling place
And can return no more"