marți, 29 iunie 2010

only samples of love

Me begging for your love !?!
You make me realize that it was you on the road and i couldn t see you and you showed me how much it counts to make the other feel that great safety feeling even when that is so there and so obvious.
Near whom i realize how important is to give trust and to let the other feel, when maybe only what he sees is a lonley road, that you are there and u never meant to leave !?!
How he/she can go, when his/her life is his/her already?
They say that you will know which are your feelings , when the other is gone...so...why to keep under a locket the emotions you think you don t have?
Is right and fair to put under question the feelings only because of principles?
Are we made of some patterns? Is fair to let the other feel the distance only couse we are scared?
We are so different, why i choose to put u inside my own box of principles when u are so great the way u are !?!
Why i choose not to descover you in your greatness?
I need only one quick look on my finger to see you and to touch the circle which means no ending!!!
How can i say thank you for all of these and for more other things !?! Living each moment!
I do know that you don t need samples of love, but every day i will put together those samples and i will create an empaire for you, my beloved amd u will know that i am free to love you more and more!
JCFL

miercuri, 23 iunie 2010

BEM


To walk these streets without you..
I hate begin on my own...
So many souls around you
But you never feels like home..
Home is where my heart is aching!
I 'm a million miles from you, but if we stay strong
I know we'll make it through!


PS: Cum sa lepezi o parte din tine?

joi, 3 iunie 2010

sooner or later, love wants to scream out louder

I'v been asking myself why i am so loved by so many peoples with a honest and real love? Why? Do i have something special? I do know how to appreciate their love or i do know how to love? I do realize that they love that God i have inside me and i do know how not to take it for granted and how to not let down their love for me?
I asked Jesus that i don t want to see or understand love in that way i was used to see at every corner in this life. I asked Him to show me and to put in my life the greatest love that can exist and He did! He teached me that love means to love that God they have inside them and to love what more that God can put inside their life.
I didn t wanted a simple love and God put me in front of a real decission- to review my love.
He put that wonderful love in my life already...but do i see it and more important- i do something to keep it and make it grow?
With God i talk in long terms...and with God is no longer- ME!
You God, You put everything in my life so my heart can sing to You and not to stay in quiet!

miercuri, 2 iunie 2010

mawkish feeling

Where did that great and delightful feeling went? Why he chose to fly away dancing like a speck of dust and sing that beloved melody? It was here a few seconds ago...and it wasn t lost, or fugitive. He didn t lost his way home, couse he new the entire world. He new his way but he lost his gift of being able to see...and tell me now...:"How he can find his way without his eyes?"

This feeling is laughing at me and it keep spinning around on the rhythm of the song, bringing at each look and touch the same vanished, lost, away and stranger feeling already, but so bad wanted!

Could i have this dance with you?